Tuesday, 31 May 2011

A dream or a vision

Dreams can be used as a form of communication yet if you do not know how to interpret them just like me they can bring confusion and tend to stress or freak you out.

Few weeks after my beautiful Nkazi went home I dreamt of having triplets(3 sets of babies)2 boys and 1 girl,when I woke up I felt this warmness and peace within me and that dream really comforted and gave me hope for a brighter future.I really don't know what this dreams means but the fact that I woke up happy completes me.

Two weeks back,I dreamt of husby telling me that we had concieved triplets and I was very happy and to be honest when I woke up I immediately thought this dream is a vision.I just think that there is a form of communication through this particular dream,I know that my Father in Heaven had to multiply me that's why I think that this is vision.

So yesterday again I dream of my sister insisting that I shouldn't name my baby(meaning that I had conceived),because she has a perfect name for the child.This morning when I woke up I asked myself is this a dream or vision.Like I said before I am not TTCing just leaving everything is God's capable hands and to be honest I love these sorts of dreams cause they give me hope.My husband is against us TTCing cause he hates it if we (especially me)get desparate cause it will only drive me up the wall and I totally agree.I never planned any of my pregnancies and it is just so beautiful to be surprised.

What worries me is that I never dreamt of Nkazimulo's face,I just think it is not normal.I would really love it if she can come to me and tell me that she loves me too as much as I love her.That beautiful face I saw,I am longing to see it again in a dream.

Mommy misses and adores you my precious angel.

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