A letter from your big sister

ImageChef.com Flower Text When your heart stopped
my dream of having a little sister
to share my toys with died.
It was 10:00 am when I heard teacher say
"daddy is here to fetch you".
I just didn't understand why today he came early.
It was odd as I approached the car as I saw mommy,
immediately I knew something was wrong.
We drove to granny's place
and to my suprise there was a dead silence in the car.
Someone tell me what's going on,
yes I am only 31 months old
but I do have senses and now I am sensing pain.
Mommy whispered in my ear in my sleep
that you went to Jesus...
to my suprise how is that so?
cause I saw a white kinda box put into a hole
and I was told this is where you are sleeping....
I still cry in confusion cause you live in my mom's tummy
but confusion reigns again
as I look at mommy's tummy it now looks hungry.
What did she do to my little sister?
She told me that I will be a big sister
but now she don't talk about it anymore
She don't let me brush nor kiss her tummy
Hmmmm I will never understand old people...
They always talk in riddles.
Either way I am still waiting for you
I promise we will share my sweets and toys
I love you and I will sing to you as well
Mommy always introduces me to other nanas
but not to you....
I have your photo hanging in my room;
What's going on here?
cause mommy removed all your things
I don't get it and she just says you won't need them
cause Jesus will give you more beautiful ones
Now I am only left with all the toys and have no little sis to share with.
Mommy makes me feed and play with my baby cousin
but I am waiting for you....
cause it's not the same,he only comes to visit
but it looks I am going to wait forever....
I am lonely and wish Jesus can bring you
so that we can play and run around the house...
and drive mommy up the wall*smilling*
Come back please.....

With love
Your Big Sister