Tuesday 10 January 2012

Wow

Time really flies when one atleast expect it.Today marks 11 months,I can't believe this wow.I am still clueless on how to celebrate your birthday.I wish I really knew how to make it special and problem is daddy won't be around but I know he keeps you so close to his heart.

The only thing that comes to mind is having your tekkies framed,which daddy has been procastinating for a while now maybe he wants to do it on your birthday,who knows.Either we love you and miss you so much.I know you were going to enjoy a summer birthday party with jumping castles the works.

Sleep well,my hope and strength

Thursday 5 January 2012

New Year

Honestly speaking I am so happy that 2011,the year that brought nothing but pain and sorrow in my life and the life of my family has passed.God is our refuge and He took us through that time and showered us with His grace.I have seen His Mighty hand in our sorrow,He brought about His peace that surpassed all human understanding.Reflecting I thought I wouldn't survive,I just saw the death of my baby consuming me as well,I was emotionally dead but the Lord breathed life into my dry bones and I started living again.Nkazimulo you'll always be my hope and my strength,even today I don't know why you but I am greatful that you came to my life and brought light.I know you are our guardian angel and nothing but only goodness and mercy will follow us as a family.

Christmas day was lovely,you were there with us.I had your picture under the Christmas tree and it looked so beautiful as we had the lights on.(Smilling)funny your sister will light the tree even during the day.I know you were right there with us as we celebrate the birth of our Saviour,Christ Jesus,I know you were sending a rainbow that will wipe our tears and bring light and a testimony.Jesus came so that we might have life and have it in adundance,I am confident that His birth saved mommy from future loss and pain,I will only rejoice.

Hmmm your birthday is soon approaching,good thing I will be at your home so will go to your graveside.I am undecided on how to celebrate it,cakes the works or balloon releasing ceremony only.Hmmm,please indicate how you want me to celebrate your birthday.