Pain of a mother who lost a child by Kulani

If you are not a mother and never lost,how do you expect to know the pain of losing a child.
Whether miscarriage,stillborn,born and lived life but passes on; the pain of seeing the child that you birthed covered with soil is unbearable.
Wishing as a mother you can breathe your own breath so that your child might have life;wishing if you had taken his/her space
But life do not work that way;everyone has their own destiny

But the pain that comes with burying your own child is unbearable;
You always wonder when you see other children how yours could have been
You smile and hide grief when around people but when the sunset;the memories comes back very strong and yearn just to hold him\her and say "baby,mommy adores you."

This is one pain that the wound doen't heal,no medication can heal it nor make it better;
no time frame heals the pain,you'll just try to move on but like I said in your quiet time all the memories bring back the pain.

One pain you cannot transfer to anyone to carry it for you
One pain that you carry by yourself as heavy and heartbreaking as it is
such suffering that you are expected to move on and forget cause you can bear more children
They forget that every child is unique and as a mother you are given plenty of love to share to all your children and no child will replace another.
The pain of a mother who lost a child no matter how old they were\are is heart piercing,it is a nightmare no amount of condelescences can remove the pain,no amount of children can remove the pain,not even time will heal.
This is one pain the mother takes to the grave with.

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