mourning turned into joy

Two days after celebrating your birthday,you brought us so much joy when your baby brother was born on 12/02 bringing us nothing but light and a beautiful testimony.Today I testify of my Father so great who kept His promise to me and just like Racheal turned my mourning into joy and my sorrow into dancing.A rainbow came to brighten our lives,thank you my angel for being our guardian angel protecting us daily and for the gift.You will always remain in our hearts cause that's where I carry you no one will ever replace you in my life.

Throughout my pregnancy I have seen the hand of God yes it was not an easy road emotionally but it was worth it.I learned to let go and let God be in my life.I had a journal where I recorded my fears,kept going with scriptures hence baby boy's scripture is Psalm 91 that's where his name comes from.I wish I could share a lot about him but this blog is for his sister and not him I just felt I must post and give someone hope that God is still the same He changes not,the same God who restored all the things the devil stole from Job is still the same God today.All angel mothers who have lost hope and trust please take my testimony He did it for me He can also do it for you only if you believe.You will also leave the hospital with a baby in your arms crying.Those dreams that was once shattered can come true.

Thinking of all angel moms,remember that we will only defeat the devil by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony.Today I am a happy woman,enjoying parenting once more and the one thing I have learned from my pain is never take life for granted,appreciate all hence when people comment that it's like I am a breeding cow I don't take it as an insult anymore for only God knows the plans He has for me.I stay in the presence of God and that's where I find my refuge.

Thank you Nkazimulo for this beautiful priceless gift,we love you so much.Sleep tight my angel