Thanksgiving

Hmmm to be honest 2011 hasn't been a year that I looked for in my entire life.All my dreams were shattered,all I hoped for was not fulfilled but above all I am still thankful for my experiences.Yes my baby died,whilst I was waiting in anticipation to welcome her into my world,to love her and care for her but that was not God's will for our lives;however I am still hopeful that God is still in control.

I would like to thank Him for His faithfulness towards me,for His loving kindness towards me,in the midst of my storm He was there.In the dark tunnel He provided me with light so that I see my way out.I felt like dying when Nkazimulo died but He renewed my strength.I stand in awe of my Daddy so great.

I would like to thank Nkazimulo for being in my womb for 31 weeks 6 days.I will always cherish the moments I spent with you;some women cannot even conceive but I conceived you so easily.Yes my heart breaks that you are not here with me but I am thankful that I have a guidian angel to watch over me and our family day and night.

I would like to thank everyone who was there for me and still here for me.The forums that gave me courage and are still encouraging me to press on.I won't name anyone and of you lovely people from around the world who take your time to read my blog.I never thought there would be people interested in my sobby stories but you do take your time to read my traumatic experience.My family and friends,thank you.

Lastly I would like to thank my daughter who cheers me up everyday and give me the joy of being a mother.You are a true blessing and mommy loves you so dearly.

I love you Nkazimulo