Hi angel

Hi angel;its mommy sending all her love to you above.This whole week you've been in my thoughts alot and you know you hold a special place in mommy's heart and can invade my thoughts at anytime.I know you looking down on us everyday and we find courage that at least we know that one of the angels assigned to us is one of our own.We are blessed to have you in heaven guarding and protecting us everyday.

God's masterpiece,as I write this message my heart is filled with joy and my hearts whispers,"mommy's pride and joy."I love you Nkazimulo and I am missing you dearly each and everyday of my life.As I ink of I want to tell you that you are very special to me and will always be my baby.I know I don't write as much as I am supposed to but since you live in my heart you know how often I miss you and send you my eternal love.

Sleep well my princess

Angel Mom

I know you never wanted to be;
but either way who will want to be
an angel mom.
I know you cry yourself to sleep everday;
but either way who will expect you to be
the same after being an angel mom.
I know you cannot let go of all memories;
but who will expect you to be after a
painful experiance.
I know you are scared to concieve again;
but who will expect you not to be.
I know you count the days,weeks,months
and eventually years;
but who will expect you not to
when all you have ever wanted was to count&celebrate birthdays.

I am an angel mom and all I ever dreamt of
was raising my baby girl.
I know how it feels to be told there is no heartbeat.
I know how it feels when people look at you like you
have a contagious disease.
I know how it is to sleep in a pool of tears
but let's all fix our eyes on the Giver of life.
being an angel mom is painful.

Wishing you all angel moms healthy and screeming rainbows
With all of my love

I will never....

I will never let death
hold me down.
I will never let nasty
comments bring me down.
I will never let fear
take root.
I will never let my relationship
die.

It's horrible enough that I lost a child
but I refuse to lose my life,joy and future.

BirthVerse

This is the verse that I will cherish as the word says only He had plans for you.This is your birthverse my angel,indeed you were created to be His vessel to be used in heaven,that's the reason you went straight there.Praise be unto His name now and forever.Amen.

Ephesians 2:10
"For we are God’s handiwork,
created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance
for us to do."

I love you my baby and I know you are making mommy proud.

Another Day

Every day,I awake is a brand new day;
another day to love;
another day to be joyous;
another day to remember;
what could be mine
but is not mine phsyically but spiritually;
another day to wipe all the tears;
another day to say good bye sorrow and pain;
another day to smile;
another day of the Lord;
another day of new beginnings;
another day for a brighter future;
another day to live

Missing you my baby Nkazi

Don't Ask by Lisa J. Salas

Don't ask me how I am today;
Because I might just tell you.
Don't expect me to smile and say;
"fine,thank you"
I am not fine.

Don't ask me how I am today;
Because I just can't pretend.
I have to tell you;
"I haven't been fine;
sonce the day my baby died."